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My Conflict

In beginning to discover my self better ,I don’t think that I ought rashly to accept all the things which the sense seems to teach us, but also I do not think that  I ought to doubt them all in general.

Some times I feel like I am an envoy in this body of mine, like this body was created before me separately from my mind and sole, and I have been send into it ..

Nor was it without some reason that I believed that the body which by a special right , I call mine , belong to me more properly and more closely than any other; for in truth; I could not ever be separated from it as from other bodies, I felt in it and by it , all my appetites and affection, and finally I was affected by the feelings of pleasure joy and pain in it’s parts .But when I examined why from some or other feelings of pain there follows sadness of mind, and from feelings of pleasure joy and love arises, or why this infidel sensation of disappointment greed and anger , I could give no explanation unless it where that nature so taught me …

But when I just come to explain the feelings known, I discovered that every feeling created from just  it’s very opposite one , and you can’t just give judge to be true unless you can feel it’s opposite, like there is  no happiness if there is no sadness and there is no hate if there is no love, no success if there is no failure ..

Refer to a story I once read , about a good humble man keep helping people out, but more he helped and more he tried to be good , his life turned to be worse he loses his job breakup with his Fiancée , he keeps moving forward, but at the end of the story, it ends with him to have better job better life better women .. so he believes that life is just fair and things just because you are much better than them you can’t have them , because life still has much more for you .. “and life is not how much you can hit but it’s about how much you can get hit and keep moving forward ..”

In spite of all the things you liked a lot to be, or to be yours, and all this hate and disappointment, you come through are just tend to make things in you or teach you things. For all that you can only come with one conclusion, … you only have to believe , believe in two things: believe in your fate and believe it could never been written better.